May God fulfil all your prayers for all of us very soon! Thank you, my sweet Holyheart!
Sorry, forgot to answer about my parents. They are clinging to the mercy of God in order to remain patient until the awaited miracle comes forth... May God hasten its arrival!
I'm sorry, you haven't gotten a reply. I have just seen this message of yours. It seems Vishal, out of exhaustion, forgot to check out his renshuu post before he went to sleep. Anyway, here I'm answering... The first half of the day was... beyond painful... killing, crazy... However, thank God, the second half was somewhat better. Now, I'm going to sleep.. Finally the time where I feel nothing.
im glad you are all right, I dont care about the bond weakening between us but I only care about ur wellbeing
I'm waiting for both of you. Your absenceis having its toll on me healthwise. Stay absent if you don't care!
For me I have been absent because my journey of enlightenment, yet there is this one specific chapter after chapter 10 that I need to fulfill in order to make my life complete and that time has come. that chapter says in order to make your life complete, you need to escape from dangerous situation and that has come cuz a animal is following me and I am resting in a cave right now. SO the solution is tht I beforehand knew this was gonna come, so I practiced some exercises to open up my limiters ( thats is actually real no cap ) and I need 10 minutes from now on
The time has come. My limiters are about to shatter.
Ten minutes! That’s all I need.
The air is thick with anticipation. My pulse is a war drum. The ground beneath me trembles—not from fear, but from the raw energy about to be unleashed. Every cell in my body is screaming, ready to break past the chains that have held me back.
This isn’t just a moment. It’s a reckoning!!
I can feel it—the surge, the shift, the ignition of something unstoppable. If I don’t do this now, I might as well let the beast sink its teeth in.
But no, The Gates of My Mind are creaking... No—shattering.
I was never meant to be prey. And in ten minutes, I will be untouchable."
@Row The 'Gate of Mind' will grant me absolute clarity, and the Gate of Pain will push my body beyond its mortal constraints I'm referring to surpassing both cognitive and physiological limitations. When I open the 'Gate of Mind,' my brain inhibits the usual constraints on focus and reaction time. This likely involves increased activity in the prefrontal cortex and the suppression of the default mode network, allowing for heightened situational awareness and faster decision-making. Additionally, the release of catecholamines like dopamine and norepinephrine enhances alertness and motor coordination.
The 'Gate of Pain' refers to overriding my body's nociceptive (pain) and fatigue signals. Normally, the body limits exertion to prevent injury by inducing sensations of pain and exhaustion through neurotransmitters like adenosine and substance P. However, under extreme stress, the brain can temporarily suppress these signals by increasing endorphin and epinephrine release. This activates the sympathetic nervous system, boosting cardiovascular output, oxygen delivery, and muscle recruitment beyond typical voluntary capacity.
In short, I am about to override my brain’s built-in safety mechanisms, enhancing cognitive function and delaying physical exhaustion to maximize my chances of survival.
The Gate of Mind is open, my thoughts are razor-sharp ; The Gate of Pain is shattered, my body ignores the damage. But it’s still not enough. My muscles are locking up. My body wants to shut down, I refuse.I suck in air—sharp, fast. My chest rises, my pulse spikes. My heart slams against my ribs, pumping harder, faster. My blood turns electric. My vision sharpens, colors intensify, time slows. Now I need Adrenaline, I have to run faster than I ever have. Faster than I ever thought possible. This is my last resort I am gonna give it all and this will become one of the most extraordinary moments and so exciting in my life!
Yes, finally I survived! The aftermath of opening those gates is like being in the eye of a storm—disorienting and heavy. My body still has some adrenaline left , but the mind feels fractured. The pain, once a distant echo. I can’t unsee what’s been released, and every breath feels deeper, as if the weight of everything has shifted something inside you. The adrenaline lingers in my body, turning into this heightened awareness of everything. The pain and the tension inside me, it all gets sharper. I’m exhausted but wired at the same time lol, like my mind and body are fighting each other. Te aftermath leaves me stuck in a weird, restless place, caught between the crash and the rush. The dopamine that was released during the adrenaline surge is fading, and I’m left with the emotional aftermath. The pain in my mind feels sharper, more pronounced, and it’s hard to escape it. My thoughts feel scattered, like they’re running in all directions, and I can’t quite settle down. If I don’t take time to recover—physically and mentally—this could turn into something longer-lasting. My muscles, ligaments, and joints need rest, and my mind needs 3 months of space . If I don’t allow that recovery, I risk running into muscle strain, ligament damage, or long-term emotional burnout, im cooked!